I have been trying to lose weight recently, I am not doing P90X, or drinking green tea, mostly because I can't afford either, I am merely eating better and exercising. About a week into this whole weight loss thing I went on a run and I got a sharp pain on the inside of my left leg, slightly above my ankle. I ignored it and kept running, I figured it would go away like spider bites and feathered hair. The next day I went out to run again and the same thing happened except the pain was more severe and started to hurt with each step I took.
So I went to my doctor, Doctor Internet, and she told me (Yes, the internet is a girl) I had a stress fracture in my leg, usually brought on by excessive running after long periods of fat. I didn't want to give up on my diet but running is the way I have always slimmed down when I wasn't feeling comfortable and this stress fracture was knocking me out of running for 6-8 weeks.
I had to figure something out, because with the holiday season coming up I needed to lose weight so I could put it back on and continue the vicious cycle. I decided I had to eat waaaaay better, that cheese was not a food group, and that the weight set in my garage was going to be put to good use. So I'm three weeks in and have been pretty successful thus far, but I had to focus on my goal in order to achieve success.
The idea of focus has been plaguing me (I am always scared I am going to misspell plaguing and make it plaquing and then the whole world will think I have bad teeth). Focus is a funny thing because you don't realize you are out of whack until you are squinting to see the score of the game, or asking your wife to read the back of the cereal box to you.
Focus, like a lot of things is something you don't miss until it is gone. It begs the question, "how, then, do I get focused?" For me, I am a "type A" personality when it comes to my expectations of others and a "type B" when it comes to others expectations of me, that may just mean I am a jerk, but I do indeed expect a lot out of myself.
I can't accomplish much, however, unless I feel like my private life is in order, this can be anything from, I forgot to do the dishes that I told Sarah I would take care of to lingering sin issues in my life. Unless I clear up the junk that is hindering me from straining forward, then I become distracted.
So, how do I focus? I clear out the junk and strain forward, with my eye on the prize. That and have a strong cup of coffee before, during, and after work.
How do you focus?
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